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This is a dumb post. Please don't read. I'll be very embarrased if you do. Thanks.
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Right.. whatever. Feel free to laugh at my idiotic post and my stupidity!
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But anyway... as stupid as this might sound, joining this site 6 years ago and meeting and befriending most of you people change my life in a way that old me wouldn't have predicted never in a million years. Spamming this place, chatting with you peeps, SGD.. all of those things were a lot of fun for me and it helped me a lot to get through 2013 which IRL was kind of a shitty year for me overall.
So to all of my old friends.. thank you. Thank you for all of those memories. And thank you.. for indirectly helping me find myself.
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However though... that isn't all. I would also like to apologize for everything I've done wrong in the past... For trying to leave all of you behind... I should've been a better friend than that... I'm sorry.
For making promises to some people that I'd help them with their hacks, and getting very little to nothing done. I was losing interest in hacking sonic, so I shouldn't have promised anything if I knew that I wasn't going to get anything done in the first place. I'm sorry...
For being an attention whore, and trying to act different.. I was just being stupid and I was not thinking about what I was saying. I'm sorry...
And finally... for lying about myself and my life. I'll be honest here; my life back then sucked. It was wake up, school, computer, sleep, then repeat. I was not a very social person IRL and had very little friends, so some people at school liked to bully me for that... because of this whenever I was online I felt the need to make up a life that I didn't have so I wouldn't sound like the total loser I was. It might have been obvious sometimes, other times, not so much, but either way, I don't even remember most of the things I said back then anyways... I should've been honest about my life, lying about it didn't make it any better... I'm sorry. I have learned to be honest about myself, even if it makes me seem boring..
I'm sorry for being a piece of shit. I've been meaning to get this off my chest for a really, really really long time but I never had the courage to post it. But I finally did it. Maybe it would've been better if I kept my mouth shut and left forever, but.. I can't do that. I just keep coming back no matter what I do. This place remains a memory of something that meant a lot to me that I threw away like an idiot.
...So if you've read all of this or just scrolled past it.. feel free to laugh at this. To mock me for posting it. Or whatever. I deserve it.
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Right.. whatever. Feel free to laugh at my idiotic post and my stupidity!
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But anyway... as stupid as this might sound, joining this site 6 years ago and meeting and befriending most of you people change my life in a way that old me wouldn't have predicted never in a million years. Spamming this place, chatting with you peeps, SGD.. all of those things were a lot of fun for me and it helped me a lot to get through 2013 which IRL was kind of a shitty year for me overall.
So to all of my old friends.. thank you. Thank you for all of those memories. And thank you.. for indirectly helping me find myself.
...
However though... that isn't all. I would also like to apologize for everything I've done wrong in the past... For trying to leave all of you behind... I should've been a better friend than that... I'm sorry.
For making promises to some people that I'd help them with their hacks, and getting very little to nothing done. I was losing interest in hacking sonic, so I shouldn't have promised anything if I knew that I wasn't going to get anything done in the first place. I'm sorry...
For being an attention whore, and trying to act different.. I was just being stupid and I was not thinking about what I was saying. I'm sorry...
And finally... for lying about myself and my life. I'll be honest here; my life back then sucked. It was wake up, school, computer, sleep, then repeat. I was not a very social person IRL and had very little friends, so some people at school liked to bully me for that... because of this whenever I was online I felt the need to make up a life that I didn't have so I wouldn't sound like the total loser I was. It might have been obvious sometimes, other times, not so much, but either way, I don't even remember most of the things I said back then anyways... I should've been honest about my life, lying about it didn't make it any better... I'm sorry. I have learned to be honest about myself, even if it makes me seem boring..
I'm sorry for being a piece of shit. I've been meaning to get this off my chest for a really, really really long time but I never had the courage to post it. But I finally did it. Maybe it would've been better if I kept my mouth shut and left forever, but.. I can't do that. I just keep coming back no matter what I do. This place remains a memory of something that meant a lot to me that I threw away like an idiot.
...So if you've read all of this or just scrolled past it.. feel free to laugh at this. To mock me for posting it. Or whatever. I deserve it.
