groomer support chain

FireRat the pedophile

Jdpense wrote:FireRat the pedophile

Eduardo Knuckles the supporter and apologist of the groomer

Jdpense wrote:

Jdpense wrote:FireRat the pedophile

Eduardo Knuckles the supporter and apologist of the groomer

DJ Joker the supporter of a supporter of a pedophile

Jdpense wrote:

Jdpense wrote:

Jdpense wrote:FireRat the pedophile

Eduardo Knuckles the supporter and apologist of the groomer

DJ Joker the supporter of a supporter of a pedophile

Darkex the supporter of a supporter of a supporter of a pedophile

too many werido pedophiles/supporters of them in this community smh

these aren't real pedos you retard, you and the rest of community are just paranoid fucktards you great over some random people on the internet who like loicons or some shit

still doesn't change the fact of how completely fucked up their mindsets are

it's clear that your a creepo, fucko, and, pedo just like them smh

You only say this because you like repetitious shit you braindead austistictard

Squidward Tenticals wrote:You only say this because you like repetitious shit you braindead austistictard

You only say this cuz you don't want to admit that you're a pedo just like them!!!!!

Squidward Tenticals wrote:You only say this because you like repetitious shit you braindead austistictard

you also like repetitious shit you braindead illiterate dipshit pedo worshipper

Jdpense wrote:Eduardo Knuckles the "supporter and apologist of the groomer"

tbh looking back at this, I'm not even sure if I believe Eduardo was or is a supporter of FireRat anymore, those dumbass higherups could've just been spewing out some random BS about him...

OH COME ON. He never had anything to do with this, the staff just let him vent everything he was thinking so later could be like "we just had to do this, cuz we feel disrespected" like babies.

I wonder what made vladikcomper attempt to hack his accounts (and failed, 0/10 worst hacker ever), or whatever motivated the others to attack him
Why didn't they... attack ME instead? am I not the bad guy?... oh I get it, I'm not that important after all; the true goal was to destroy a team and/or its projects. With the staff leaving shortly after (or being kicked out? Clownacy says "Double RIP, not even Retired Staff trololo"), and Aurora Fields being outed as a complete hypocrite, it only reinforces this theory.
Top it with Ralakimus laughing at me in this very forum... I thought he was angry instead? Yeah something is fishy here. And why did his post get removed from the thread lol, so fishy.

Also FYI, I AM "getting help" since 2017, psychiatric and psychological. It's just that everyone assumed I didn't and never stopped to ask lol

HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR!!!!

IKR? WHAT A BUNCH OF LOSERS and HYPOCRITES!!!!

They will literally outcast and blacklist members over anything that's pointless!!

They will accuse members over stupid things and then end up being guilty of doing those things themselves!

No wonder members are leaving the Sonic ROM hacking community.

They're just a very closed-off exclusive group that will only continue to self-implode and eventually die off rofl

Trox wrote:OH COME ON. He never had anything to do with this, the staff just let him vent everything he was thinking so later could be like "we just had to do this, cuz we feel disrespected" like babies.

I wonder what made vladikcomper attempt to hack his accounts (and failed, 0/10 worst hacker ever), or whatever motivated the others to attack him
Why didn't they... attack ME instead? am I not the bad guy?... oh I get it, I'm not that important after all; the true goal was to destroy a team and/or its projects. With the staff leaving shortly after (or being kicked out? Clownacy says "Double RIP, not even Retired Staff trololo"), and Aurora Fields being outed as a complete hypocrite, it only reinforces this theory.
Top it with Ralakimus laughing at me in this very forum... I thought he was angry instead? Yeah something is fishy here. And why did his post get removed from the thread lol, so fishy.

Also FYI, I AM "getting help" since 2017, psychiatric and psychological. It's just that everyone assumed I didn't and never stopped to ask lol

I want to at least set the record straight for my behavior on this site and my attitude towards the community at the time. Truthfully, I had let my nose sink too deep into community politics, and took everything revolving SSRG too seriously, which definitely was reflected in the way I had shittalked some people on here. When I was active on this website, I was in a completely miserable state of mind, and I took all my pent up misery on shitposting and making fun of people that I had some sort of problem with. My "laughing at you" had nothing to do with any sort of plan to take you or your team down, but rather, I was just kicking someone that was down, because at the time, I couldn't find a better way to release my inner tensions towards the world. I felt at the time that I had nothing to live for, so I just wasted my time keeping up with all the stupid community politics that ultimately don't even matter, and kept finding excuses to have shitty two-faced mindsets towards people. Honestly, these days, I just don't give a shit about any of that anymore, it no longer matters to me. I don't care about what happens with the staff, I don't care about teams and community projects. I personally asked for my post to be taken down from that thread, because, I felt really embarrassed about how I presented myself as all prideful and plain shitty. Again, I was letting myself get too involved in something that I would have been better off keeping my distance from, and I was kicking you when you were already down, and just repeating the same shit everyone else has said in the thread.

In the end, I'm just not comfortable being around people attracted to minors, abusers, or just plain creepy people, but I don't think that justifies how shitty of an attitude I let myself develop in the community as a whole. Nowadays, I just don't care anymore. SSRG as a community is a waste of time, with a lot of awful people who just cannot be trusted. All I want to do anymore is work on my personal stuff and nothing more. The staff can go eat shit for all I care. I don't care what you or anyone else on here thinks of me, but that's my side of the story. I'm just tired and done with all this shit. I just want to focus on not being shitty anymore and move on. If you really are seeking help, then I think that's a good move and you should stick to it, but I would rather still keep my distance. I don't care if that pisses you off somehow, I just want to be out of all this garbage. I'm fucking finished. I have actual things going on in my life and I'm no longer miserable. I'd rather just focus on that now.

FYI, the reason why so many staff members left was because of Spanner being a narcissistic dickbag (Spanner also recently got exposed for stalking and being creepy towards a V-Tuber, so now he's left for good). I don't know the details of all of that, nor do I care to know, but that's just how it is. Aurora was kicked out of everywhere after she was exposed for having a relationship with a minor and being abusive to them, which yes, makes her a massive hypocrite. Nothing more than that on my end, though. I've personally cut all ties with Aurora because of that fact alone.

Marisa wrote:Aurora was kicked out of everywhere after she was exposed for having a relationship with a minor and being abusive to them, which yes, makes her a massive hypocrite. Nothing more than that on my end, though. I've personally cut all ties with Aurora because of that fact alone.

This post might be a bit controversial response, but if I'm going to honest here, I don't think it's entirely fair to pin all the blame solely on Aurora Fields on their situation with Iso Kilo. For one, the person, Iso Kilo, that was supposedly groomed by them could've been lying about some parts of the situation and making up accusations about Aurora's behavior as the document on Aurora doesn't really show enough supporting evidence that Aurora has any real involvement with child pornography and that they were abusive to Iso Kilo. This is NOT to say that Aurora Fields is innocent of those accusations by any means, I just think it's important to note that Iso Kilo is known to be very deceitful themselves (case in MDDC of their masquerade), and that there could important parts of the story that Iso Kilo could be leaving out entirely.

I guess this is the end. Gotta say, too many weird things have happened lately both on the internet and IRL, though not much anymore by the time I'm writing this message 7/31/2024. Look, I'm not even going to question that new nick of yours because, well, if it's a personal issue, I'm not going to exploit it, nor I care if whether this happens for being in trouble on another forum or... whatever, I just don't care.
I'm replying because... I find it very interesting that you have put up with this though, considering the only time I remember we ever talked was for making a boss for MrCat's 16days minihack. Still thankful for the help, by the way.

But I don't care about any of this elite anymore. On the outside, I could be wrong but LOOKS like it's falling apart by its own weight, too. It's a fact that these unfinished projects and this Sonic portfolio of mine, whether bad or good enough, are all stained and long gone by now. So, I already begun a new portfolio just because giving up is ultrafag, and got myself a new lifestyle as well (not all my problems stem from Sonic because life is greater than just hacking/modding/whatever you call it nowadays). Though, while I'm touching grass and learning new important things I should have known much earlier, I don't think I could quit the 16bit console itself even if I wanted. It's just so badass IMO, especially the new stuff I've found myself about the RedKid2500 clone, from more VRAM to other color/display modes. Also looks like it's actually easier/possible to reach Mario Kart-themed Mode7 effect WITH gameplay at very smooth 30fps through enough unrolling; DMA bandwidth is wider, 68k is by ~2Mhz slightly faster (by default, can be adjusted!), and I got more RAM to work with so doing a similar approach to what Gasega68k did wouldn't even require extra hardware.
Still wish I could share all that even if for being a clone it wouldn't bring that much interest, though I have no direct go-to place to post it, I'm not going to hand the info to Esrael because he has replied my messages ONLY ONCE IN ALL THESE ~15 YEARS, and, I guess it's not really a good idea nor convenient to share everything I know or think, at least in a year like 2024. Sharing and oversharing was a principle of mine actually, but I've been told multiple times that whatever principles I had were not valid, and to be fair, the more I think about them, the more I'm unsure whether they were functional or not. As such, I've taken great care to reprogram my mind without glitching it up lately.
If anything related to this cancellation happens to me from now on, at least I can be in complete peace with my mind and soul; I know there was a reason I never got a single question from SSRG's part, or why never once been allowed a single, if so slightly VISIBLE chance to give my "official version" on this stuff, not even in The Wastelands; you all just agreed to spit your so-called "Final word" right away. I know the true puppeteer was Spanner all this time, in fact I know he always had a beef with me for a VERY long time even though I don't remember myself ever dealing directly with him except for S2AE (created and led by Rika-Chou instead for all I know); I just used to wonder how he got so much power by being a worse lamer than myself at my beginnings (now I know WHY (not how) it really happened and I already read the Asylum's thread) but I understand it's not really my problem unless it affects me.
I do maintain, however, that my respect for a person shall never be based on their position or even thoughts, but rather their actions. Sorry elites, sorry freemasons, you be the wolves but I'm not a sheep: I'm a Rat. And no boss or authority on top of me will ever be called "superior" from my part (by default); I'd have to be REALLY fucked up to get to do that.


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I wonder, even if it's not meant to be known, does ANYONE besides LazloPsylus or w/e involved, know who my victims even are? Could really any person ask and get them to at least say "Yes I know who they are but I can't tell"?, because neither I know, and I wanted the chance to at least TRY to apologize to THEM if I ACTUALLY hurt anyone without knowing, before 2020. In fact if you check, I never actively tried to actually defend myself, except that one time MrLange managed to touch my balls in some Discord chat I don't remember, and I ended lying to him. Oh well, just found about his problems this year, randomly found him in a YT comment, I said "Life takes many turns", and didn't get a reply. Karma's a bitch.
Reminds me of my dumb mania of replying and retaliating to every single thing told to me... but but I have a perfect explanation! I admit, I used to copy the mindset of a hacker who acts (or acted) like this. I used to hate him with all my heart, and I did it for the following reasons:

• He and SSRG were part of a "conspiration" I wasn't meant to know against me, according to DeoxysKyogre and then acknowledged by the hacker himself years ago
  
• It would hurt him more if I used his own words against him (something I learnt by studying psychology~)
  
• Deep inside, I actually fucking loved his work, and I thought by copying his mindset I'd somehow also be able to copy the skill and thus be able to do my ultimate retaliation, "something like that" which I'll try to explain with an analogy: I don't know if you ever happened to stumble upon the psychology of writing; I used to write minuscule tees like '+' not like 'T', just thought that by beginning to write them as 'T' it would begin a change.
  I don't know though... either it did actually work or is a self-programmed placebo, but it turned out functional and sliiightly creepy as well.
  

I did eventually get a word with the hacker in question. He explained how he wasn't in the best moment of his life, also stressed out due to being part of SSRG staff at the time IIRC, and that whatever wrong he done to me was done upon "someone else's" request, I bet my life it was Spanner, but I digress. With such testimonial I guess if that "someone else" told him to throw himself off a building, the hacker could ACTUALLY HAVE done it, but I digress. Gotta say, I'm glad that who used to be one of my worst enemies was actually capable of trying to say "sorry", though for some reason I can't remember if he actually did it, damn it!... eh that's just me being childish again, it's all right now.
It's a fact that I "grow slower than normal", everyone who knows me has noticed this, hell I'm about to turn 28 and I still look like a teen, girls my age roll their eyes, and only underage girls smile at me. HOLY SHIT. But hey, I know someone from Brazil and it's... 1 year older than me! We talked for over 10 years and just so happens to be childish like me.
And finally, I'm done with this "retaliate to everything" bullshit, is DYSFUNCTIONAL. And it comes from the "best" hacker ever! Karma's a bitch again.

About my initial intentions, as ages ago... At best, I've been curious to check what is inside Retro's Tech Lounge (which was never gonna happen regardless of my efforts anyway), and missed the chance to give s1sage2010 a proper try with a valid non-trial account on time. Hated being left out of a hack like that at the time because I'd have loved to see the whole thing work and execute properly for me (I'm weird you know), but even the english barrier was above my head.
I had the dream and desire to develop games, hopefully Sonic games, when I was very little and before I even entered puberty if you care: Therefore that means I didn't join the community so many years ago IN ORDER to "groom" or, for nowadays that I'm almost 28, whatever you call the mere act of "talking to a "minor" while being an adult with bad thoughts".


I can't really ask "stop harassing Eduardo Knuckles and Dj Joker27, harass me instead, the bad guy is MEEEEEEEE", that simply wouldn't work.
If I still could ask for a smaller favor though, could anyone tell DeltaWooloo to drop his fucking immature and insane obsession with Dj Joker27 if he hasn't already? I don't even know him, he's a nobody for me, but I do know he went as far as checking every single of his friends' Discord accounts to look for Joker, and would ask them to either drop him as friend or "get busted". Now THAT's a dangerous obsessive manipulator in my eyes (to which I'd say to myself "take care"), and I sincerely hope this new SHC v2 doesn't fall apart or in negativity again, by mismanagement from this guy. I'm gone from Sonic stuff now so I guess he has no objective reason to keep doing this. [font size=1]Screw the inverse depression, that's what's drove the world to this level of shittyness and inversion (wish I was wrong and pulling ideas from my ass once again, but as a possible autist myself (or being slightly farther away in the IQ spectrum ("My AS" just so happens to "go away" if I consume weed (dropping it lately) to lower IQ)), I took the time to study some psychology and related stuff just to write better gameplans).[/font]

Or better yet, could anyone drop the obsession with the Homing Attack from Megamix, if not the whole "stolen code" bullshit that causes (excuses) your elite to disassemble other people's hacks and/or force them to quit their dreams? (no less, it's not enough with me quitting Sonic, that's what Selbi wanted sometime around 2010 IIRC). That was my initial beef against SSRG after all (once again under Spanner's shadow), I don't know if that ideology has ended or not. I apologize if I'm mistaken because I downloaded the code myself like 10 years ago but, I remember comparing Megamix and STHOSP code myself and couldn't even find typing similarities, and even if the original version follows the same arctan logic, OuricoDoido has managed to make variations through different methods. [s]Besides, to date, I still believe it doesn't make any sense (let alone whatever can be said on "Intellectual Property" but I digress), but it's all very difficult to even respect with all the history behind.[/s]

Forget about PsychForums, by now I don't think I would slowly drain an employee's heart if I was their boss, that's what my "ghost revenge" was because I was always afraid a cancellation would happen and, everyone would do the same back to me. It did happen in the end though, but just like I said before I'm changing my mind on a lot of things, how ironic. Just wanted to be liked.

Btw SuperWeon, "because I know you MIGHT be reading this", there's one thing I never allow myself to forget: I might not be the best, but for sure I'm also not the worst.

AsuharaMoon, EditChris, G4, JoenickROS, LoneDevil, MrCat, Natsumi = Most treacherous "friends" you'll ever find. And If anything gets to happen to me IRL or if I "suicide", that could be Darkex Narukami (now likely low grade freemason through his freemason daddy & friends) pulling the strings.

To the SSRG userbase (and likely Cinossu), I'm baffled. Not for what (I think) you do think. But for not stopping a single second to look just a bit beyond, or not question just a little bit of all this, I say congratulations, you all have successfully failed as Hackers. Except Nineko. And probably Ashuro.

To the alcoholic (yet BADASS) programmers out there: Weed > Alcohol.

Ah, it's not worth it to talk about what happened at Sonic Hacking Zone. All I can see myself now is a bunch of ex-staffers saying they left because "well damn there's shit going on", not a single one says they felt groomed by me or whatever.

Perhaps noteworthy, I streamed to all the userbase, part of a chat I had with MrCat. None of you would believe if I spoke out on any of that myself though, so it's on their hands.